So..im not very great at blogging..if anyone ever reads this its just how i feel..hense..blogging?
Anyways..since the break-up with my now x-boyfriend i feel like everything has went down hill…people falling for me and me being a hopeless case trying to find someone else.
So far…i thought everything was going great found someone to confide in..maybe i shoulda just kept my mouth shut..maybe even never said a thing even to my bestfriend.
turns out people are always as they seem. they act like your friend and then they turn on you. things change i have changed..i picked up some habbits..that i shall not speak up just yet..
im working on it. i feel emotionally unstable anymore. i want what i cant have. theres so much fighting and i have fallen right into it. all i have now is a looving sister a mother who cares..and i still wont tell my dad anything for im am ashamed he may bitch at me and change the rules at teh house again.
curfew is 10. i hate that. i am always awake i always love to be out. i love people who light up my night and that make me smile. im very shallow as i am saying now..i feel like im typing poem geez…anyways..i hope things get better. ill post again in a few days maybe.